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Get back or Get Over?
July 9th, 2009 by marjeena
Being left behind by someone you love could possibly lead you to negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that a person values. If you are a strong type of person, you can get through this break-up easily. But if you’re not, it will only gives you pain in the ass. I have been chit-chatting with a few experienced seniors of mine in UTP. I am sorry they are all men but I think their views about getting over an ex are very useful. These are points that I have noted and tried to do:
1. Never create a plan to get revenge on your ex. It will end up miserably. I have tried this but all I got is crying all night long when he made me realize who I am all this while and what my family is thinking about me.
2. If you still want your ex back, just give him space when he requested. Don’t be so pushy because men hate it. Also, please avoid saying ‘I Miss You’, ‘All I Want Is You’, or begging him to come back to you. This will annoy your ex and in the end he won’t give a damn about you anymore.
3. Try to hang out with your friends and have lots of fun with them. You can go clubbing, watching movies, playing bowling, or do anything fun that will make you happy and smile. This will make you forget about the break-up, but not for long. But at least, that’s better than crying and locking yourself up in the room.
4. Making your ex jealous could work in your favor. Don’t go overboard though and don’t make it seem like you are trying to make him jealous. Even if they are acting cold towards you, don’t worry, jealousy is very powerful and can make people do all sorts of irrational things
5. Be yourself. Don’t try to imitate others because it won’t work in the long run. Chin up and walk with your bright personality in front others. Your shiny personality may catch other guys’ attention and hey, maybe you can really get over him and find someone new!
6. If he wants you back, don’t follow the way he is. Be yourself and soon when he sees your good side, then let him be the one who follows you.
However, be careful friends. Set your limit if you’re planning on getting your ex back. These are the warnings you should put extra caution on:
1. Don’t get your hopes up too high on this. There is a chance that he will not take you back.
2. On-and-off dating can be heart-breaking and even abusive\e versa, are genuine.
3. Never forget the reason you broke up in the first place.
4. Never let a man take advantage of you.
5. Never take a man back if he broke up with you for another girl. Unless you still want him back and you know it was a mistake. Otherwise, he already had his chance with you.
6. If he tries to cheat on his current girlfriend with you, turn away. If he’s cheating on her now, he will cheat on you if you stay together. Just be friends and call it a day. Just be super nice and say no.
7. If you think he will hit you some day then he will, run and never turn back.
8. Don’t go after your ex if he’s married, it will only cause more hurt on your side.
9. If your friends tell you that he was abusive even if you don’t think so, believe them and do not take him back no matter what!
10. If you start winning them back, make sure you examine what went wrong the first time around and work on that problem or you will end up back to square one.
Other than that, continue to be a better you. You don’t have to pretend or be like someone else. Fix your mistakes gradually and motivate yourself a lot. Read or Google whatever you need to know about a relationship or maybe about personalities. It will help you to improve and become a brighter person in no time.
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Bersabarlah duhai hati..
January 3rd, 2009 by marjeena
Belek2 semula laptop ni,
tiba2 terjumpa satu notepad bernama ANNE
Aku baca, dan aku suka isinya.
Seseorang yang menuliskan kata2 ini untukku, tapi aku tak ingat siapa..
Ayatnya berbunyi begini..
“Anne..
bersabarlah dgn mereka yg tidak mengenali dirimu,
bersabarlah dgn mereka yg tidak mengetahui isi hatimu
dan bersabarlah dgn mereka yg tidak mengendahkan perasaanmu
kerna masih ada org yg bersabar ntuk mengenalimu
bersabar mengetahui isi hatimu dan
bersabar untuk melihatmu dlm perasaan yg gembira slalu..”
Hmm.. no idea! Anyway, I am taking a very good care of my patience and perseverance nowadays.
I am sensitive and all I need is attention from the ones I love the mosttt…
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Last night
December 1st, 2008 by marjeena
Last Night
I Couldn’t Even Get An Answer
I Tried To Call
But My Pride Wouldn’t Let Me Dial
And I’m Sitting Here
With This Blank Expression
And The Way I Feel
I Wanna Curl Up Like A Child
Hello! I am writing again, to share my story about what happened to me last night in KL.
Since the day Tok Boy meninggal, I stayed at Kampung Tonjos just to spend extra time with my relatives. My family balik JB the night after arwah dikebumikan. Kite plan nak stay sampai Raya Haji, then balik JB to spend time dgn family sendiri pulak. Malam Ahad lepas balik dari Jakel Segamat (dan lepas main sorok2 dengan anak sedara dalam hutan kain Jakel), Acik minta teman dia balik KL. Along cuti sampai Raya Haji, jadi dengan sukacita kite setuju nak ikut Acik balik KL.
Dah sampai KL, kitorg membuta 12 jam. Acik pulak EL. Basuh baju, brunch.. Pukul 6 petang barulah kitorg keluar gi Tesco Ampang. Acik belanja makan My Mum Chicken Rice yang Linda Onn punya tu.. Ok la makanan dia. Rasa nasi ayam biasa je. Then kitorg shopping stock untuk Aqif ngan Aish (Acik’s Heroes). Acik beli 9 pack susu budak, Ribena, dan satu lampin bayi. Acik tanya ada nak pergi mana2 tak? Mula2, kite jawab tak. Tapi lepas tu tukar fikiran pulak cakap nak gi rumah kawan amik beg yang tinggal tempoh hari.
Acik pun hantarlah kite gi Yenrug Heights. Lepas tu, Acik kata dia nak pergi car wash then jumpa member. Bye2. Kite naik atas, Amin tak ada. Pergi Ampang jumpa kawan. Ha yelah, dah terbalik pulak kes kitorg ni. Rushdi bukakan pintu rumah. Luckily, bila dia buka pintu tu dia baru tahu ada sorang awek cun duk 3 meter dari rumah dia tu. Credits to me! Timing baik punya.. So I waited for Amin sampai tertidur2. Dia balik pukul 11.30pm. Kite gelabah duk SMS Acik minta tolong amik balik sebab LRT dah rehat.
Then kite pun dapatlah melepas rindu kat Amin-sayang ni kan. Happy dapat jumpa dia lagi. Kite tengok dia asyik sangat berSMS. So kite minta hp dia, dengan alasan nak tengok gambar2 dalam tu. Tengah belek2 gambar yang ada, tiba2 sebuah SMS mari. New Message: XoXo (Bukan nama sebenar). Tanpa moral yang utuh, kite pun bacalah SMS tu. Oh, okay.. Duh, bleargh, haih.. Amin sibuk smoking kat living room tu. Suddenly, I felt hungry. So, tanpa bersoaljawab dengan Amin, kite amik kunci dan turun ke tingkat 5 di mana Mamak berada.
Amin tak sempat kejar kite sebab lif tu tak ada sensor. Dia dah tahan dengan tangan tapi lif tu katup juga. Tadi, kite sarung je slipper purple yang ada kat luar tu. Kat bawah, slipper tu tanggal2 pulak. Dah terpaksa seret2 je kaki tak nak bagi tengah dia tu tercabut lagi. “Mamak, milo ice dengan roti tampal”, pantas kite mengorder. Kite tunggu2, Amin tak juga muncul. I received an SMS. From Amin. Tapi kite kemalasan nak reply maklumlah tengah makan nih..
Dah siap makan, kite naik atas semula. Fuhlamak! Rumah dah gelap. Kite call lah Amin nak minta tolong bukakan pintu. Call, call.. Penat nih dial tak berjawab2. Kite try panggil dia kat tingkap, tak juga bangun. Adoyai, kalau nak balik Pandan Jaya naik cab pun kunci kereta ada kat dalam handbag. Dan handbag tu dalam bilik Amin. Penat berfikir bagaimana cara nak masuk. Last2, kite mengambil jalan enteng. Kite cuba minta tolong dari kawan2 yang berumah di area2 KL ni. SMS si A, tak berbalas. Dah tidur agaknya (Jam menunjukkan pukul 1.45). SMS si B, pun tak berbalas. Akhirnya dapat juga menemukan bantuan. Sebelum tu, kite cilok sepasang slipper housemate Amin sebab slipper purple tu jahanam kan. Plus, kasut kite ada kt dalam. Agak besar slipper tu ya!
Neenoo Neenoo. Bunyi ambulans datang. Haha. Gimik je. Si C pun bersetuju nak amik dan membenarkan kite menginap semalaman di rumahnya. Si C tak berapa tahu jalan, maka kite guide la dengan memberikan beberapa Landmark2 penting untuk tiba ke Yenrug heights. Kite takut Si C ni tak nampak kite. Maka kite keluarlah berjalan sampai ke lampu isyarat di bawah kawasan petempatan itu. Ha.. itu dia kereta Si C. Tiba2.. kejadian tak diingini berlaku. Sebuah kereta polis menghampiriku
Fucklis A: Ni nak gi mana malam2 buta ni?
Anne: Nak balik rumah la
Fucklis B: Kat mana rumah?
Anne: Pandan Jaya, itu rumah cousin
Fucklis A: (Dengan nada sedikit menengking) Ke sini sikit kamu! Kau cakap betul2, kau lari rumah eh?
Anne: (Pefak la polis ni) Tak!!! Saya tadi dari rumah kawan kat sini. Sekarang saya nak balik. Tu cousin dah tunggu tu! CEPATLAH *A*I
(Opss. Perkataan dalam huruf2 besar tu tak keluar sebenarnya)
Fucklis A: IC mana? Bagi aku IC kau?
(Kite pun hulur ler IC tu. Kite dengar dia cakap kat kawan dia..umur 21 tahun ni. takpelah..)
Maka Fucklis A pun memulangkan IC kite. Kite berlari2 mendapatkan kawan yang dah menunggu tu sambil menyumpah kcuf kcuf kcuf berbanyak2 kali kat nate2 fucklis tadi.
Si C yang agak gelabah dengan drama tadi pun terus memecut laju meninggalkan kawasan itu. Kite masih try call Amin, kut2 dia terjaga. Tapi.. negatif.. Setibanya di rumah si C, kite pun terus bantai tidur sampai pukul 7. Tengok hp dah mati. Bila on balik rupanya ada misscall. Misscall2 tu la buat hp mati. Amin yang call rupanya. Kite pun cuci muka dan terus keluar menuju KLCC. Agak huduh rupa kite dengan rambut yang kucarkacir dan slipper biru Asadi yang besar oh-my-God!
Kite pasti, orang2 yang nampak kite sepanjang perjalanan ke KLCC tu mesti fikir kite ni orang gila. Tapi, ada purse branded! Silalah korang meneka2 apa yang terjadi kat aku ni heh! Hehe.. Kat KLCC, amik handbag dan kunci rumah Amin lantas terus pulang untuk mengambil bag. Lirik lagu Last Night di atas adalah nyanyian PDD (bukan dominic dhanapal ya). Sedikit sebanyak menggambarkan peristiwa2 yang kite lalui semalam.
Sekian.. Kepada pak polisi yang dibenci, kau hengat kau hibat ke! Bodoh punya polis.. Kill Kill. Die Die. Sekian sekali lagi =B~
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Teman Sebilik
November 25th, 2008 by marjeena
Kite kerap fikir pasal ni. Sebelum masuk UTP lepas habis intern pun puas kite fikirkan. Pasal roomate. Kite duduk dengan Diy dah 3 tahun. Tapi, kami berdua punya aliran yang berbeza. Kite ambil minor Pengurusan Korporat. Diy pula minor dalam Pengurusan Kewangan. Kemudian, kite ambil major Pengurusan Pengetahuan manakala Diy ambil E-Bisnes. Makanya kelas2 kami sangatlah tak sama.
Diy ada kawan baik. Nama dia Ayu. Mereka ni ada persamaan dari segi kelas2 yang diambil. Mereka berdua ni selalu belajar sama2, makan sama2, pergi kelas sama2. Pendek cerita, mereka kawan karib. Kite terfikir untuk menghadiahkan mereka sebuah bilik di mana mereka boleh tinggal bersama2 tanpa perlu merisaukan kite. Kite suka berteman sebilik dengan Diy sebab dia pembersih dan pengemas orangnya.
Kite ada keinginan. Kite nak tinggal sebilik dengan Ain. Tapi, Ain dengan Laila. Kite tak sanggup pula nak pisahkan mereka berdua. Bertukar roomate ni menyusahkan kaum2 roomate sedia ada. Contohnya, sekarang Ayu duduk dengan Shera. Kalau Ayu duduk dengan Diy, kite duduk dengan Ain, Shera dengan Laila bagaimana?
Setelah difikirkan berulangkali, akhirnya kite mengambil keputusan untuk tidak memikirkannya lagi. Sebab sem depan Ayu dah jumpa rumah untuk kite dan Diy. Dapat juga kami berdua merasa berumah dengan teman2 yang dikenali. Selama ni, kami seperti orang yang kena buang batch sendiri je. Selalu tak dapat duduk dengan coursemate. Kan Diy?
Tapi, untuk semester terakhir di UTP ni, kite mahukan perubahan. Kite nak merasa duduk dengan Ain ke, Nad ke, DD ke.. Eh opss. DD tak kira. Siapa nak tolong kite buat keputusan? Silalah tinggalkan komen anda di bawah.
Sekian
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Done with Exams. Drown in Regrets.
November 25th, 2008 by marjeena
12.00 pm - I submitted my empty, blank answer booklet to the invigilator.
I spent 3 hours looking around the exam hall, not knowing how to answer ALL, i repeat.. ALL the questions in front of me.
Why?
The brain stopped functioning.
Couldn’t recall any lab exercises’ coding whatsoever.
Anxious.
Burnt the midnight oil playing Pet Society @ Facebook
What To Do?
Wait for the exam result. 5,6 weeks from now.
Retake Adv Database Systems next semester with my boyfriend.
Pray Pray Pray! Allah the Most Merciful
To ibu and ayah, I am really sorry I didn’t do well this time.
Please pray for my success.
I MISS HOME SO MUCH.
Next:
Stay in KL for a night before going back to JB with Azik.
But the monthly allowance hasn’t been deposited yet. Duhh
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November 22nd, 2008 by marjeena
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